i’ve been feeling torn between control and chaos. between wanting to guide my work and wanting the work to guide me. i was asked the other day if i have the main piece for my “i’m ok” project mapped out. the truth is that i don’t. i keep making pieces for it but i’m not quite sure how they’re going to come together. have i not mapped it out because i’m afraid it will constrict the aleatory creation of the pieces? i try to control so much in my life outside of making (i.e. practically every other aspect of my life) and maybe i’ve finally found a place with some give.